al-fatihah

salam..
dah lama sy xupdate my blog..
lots of things happen..
n i bet most of my frenz dah tau what happen...

ayah saya,
Hj Zakaria b, Hj. Mohd Nor
telah kembali ke rahmatullah pada 24 September 2010 bersamaan 15 Syawal yang lalu.
dan telah dikebumikan di tanah perkuburan di Sg. Tangkas,Bangi.

hampir 2 bulan ayah sy berada di hospital kerana masalah kesihatan...

pada awalnya, abah hanya mengadu sakit perut dan tak boleh makan sebab sakit perut.
ma paksa abah pergi ke hospital Besut sbb sakit perut makin teruk dari hari ke hari..
masuk ke hospital Besut selama 3 hari
tp abah makin tak larat...
sakit perut x hilang, badan makin lemah,langsung xde selera makan...
then, my family decide to transfer hin to HUSM.

on the day he was transferrred to HUSM, he already can't get up on his own...
nak duduk dari lying flat pun kena ada orang yang angkat..
kaki pun dah xlarat angkat...
docs at HUSM then said abah had another prob selaen masalah GIT/perut.
doc need to find out what is the prob..
is it form the brain or peripheral nerves..
MRI and CT scan was done..
and it was tiring to my dad..
abah need to NBM (PUASA) in order to do all these procedures.
n bukan skali wat benda tu.banyak kali kena repat..
although selera makan abah makin bertambah, but he can't eat bcoz of those procedures need to be done..
abah makin xlarat n lemah...
then, the final investigation that was done was lumbar punctur (LP) or ambik air tulang belakang.
he looked fine after the procedures but the next day, he colapsed n became unconcsious.
bermula hari tu,dia start coma.
3days later, he was transferred to ICU.
in ICU,he was on ventilator.
2weeks later,tracheostomy (tebuk trachea) was done utk bantuan pernafasan..
he started to open his eyes after the procedure..
masa tu Tuhan je tahu betapa gembiranya sy tgk dia boleh bkk mata even sy xtau die kenal kami atau x.
on the next day, abah dipindahkan ke wad 8 (HDU-HIGH DEPENDENCY UNIT).
abah dah tak bergantung pada ventilator.
he can breath on his own.
tapi,abah kembali xsedar.
demam abah pun xberhenti..
docs said abah terkena nosocomial infxn (jangkitan kuman dalm hospital)
hari2 abah demam...
3-4 kali sehari abah mesti demam..
PCM tablet kena hancurkan then bagi by Ryles tube or klu temperature tinggi sgt kena bg suppositories PCM.(ubat punggung)
hampir sebulan abah stay in wad 8.
seminggu after raya,sy terkejut lepas dpt brita dari my elder brother yg jaga ayah sy malam tu yang my father was critical..
i rushed to the ward and docs were resuscitating him.
docs said abah ada pendarahan dalam usus.
banyak darah hilang.
luckily, he survived.alhamdulillah.
his condition keep improving day by day.
abah dah boleh bukak mata,telan air in small amount, mulut pun dah bergerak,dah boleh angkat tangan..
then, my family decide to transfer hin to Hospital Serdang because semua adik beradik dah xde cuti n x boleh balik kampung utk jaga abah.
after abah dah nampak stable, we transferred him to Hospital Serdang.

i supposed not to go to KL at that time because i got calss, but hati sy macam memaksa2 sy utk ikut skali..
then, i decided to skip classes n follow them..
4days at Hospital Serdang, his condition deteriorated.
1st day, abah leh bukak mata lagi,boleh angkat tangan nak salam dgn adik beradik abah..
tp on the 2nd day, abah xlarat bukak mata..
hari ketiga i noticed his blood pressure was low.
then, hari ke4, sy tgk abah had noisy breathing..
sy ingat byk kahak n i thought he needed suction.
but, after suction pun,abah still had noisy breathing..
n dalam pukul 11.30 pagi, i noticed his blood pressure was very low.
then,i called doc.
doc resuscitated him n doc said abah in hypovolemic shock..
abah hilang banyak darah because of upper GI bleeding.
n he needed to breath via ventilator..
then,in the evening, my sis came.
she said to me n my mom, abah dah nak jalan jauh..
abah dah xde kalau kite cabut ventilator tu..
ya ALLAH..Tuhan je tau perasaan sy masa tu..
all of my siblings were there (except my 1st n 4th sibling because they were at oversea at that time...
we decided utk cabut ventilator tp we were not allowed because it was under medicolegal issue.
then,semua buat keputusan utk bawak abah balik ke rumah kakak sy di bangi.
sampai je kat rumah,ventilator dicabut.
5minit kemudian,tepat jam 9.20 malam, abah menghembuskan nafas terakhir.
INNALILLAH....
dan abah dikebumikan on the next day di Tanah Perkuburan Islam SG. Tangkas,Bangi.

ajal maut di tangan ALLAH..
sesungguhnya ALLAH sahaja yg tau di mana dan bila ajal hambaNya..
sy langsung xsangka abah akan meninggal jauh dari kampung halaman dan dikebumikan di sana.
alhamdulillah,segala urusan pengebumian abah berjalan lancar.
yang paling sy xboleh lupakan,kali terakhir sy melihat jasad abah, muka abah kelihatan sangat tenang dan dia seolah-olah tersenyum.
aku terima pemergian abah dengan redha kerana sy tau betapa seksanya abah ketika sakit selama 2bulan.
biarlah dia pergi dgn tenang.
dan semoga roh abah ditempatkan di kalangan orang2 yang beriman...
al-fatihah..
sy akan selalu merinduimu abah...