[his diary]

1/8/2010

-it was his birthday
-belom sempat adik beradik nk wat ape2 utk raikan his birthday, pagi2 lagi,i got a call from my eldest brother that he was unconscious after he had shortness of breath after 1week he had been admitted to HUSM.

2/8/2010

-2nd day.still unconscious.
-we tried to talk n hoping he will respond to us but,no response!
-i cried each time i talk to him.sangat sedih bile tgk die dlm keadaan mcm tu.

3/8/2010

-still unconscious but there were some improvements.
-his hands were moving.
-but they were still weak
-on the evening,he was transferred to I.C.U.
-there, he was on mechanical ventilator for respiration.
-ya Allah,sesungguhnya aku x kuat utk melihat die dlm keadaan sebegitu

4/8/2010

-2nd day in I.C.U
-his hands,lips,eyes and head moved a lil bit.
-ALHAMDULILLAH...
- tried to talk to him sambil buka kelopak mata die...
-i can see from his eyes that he was very sad.but he seemed to understand what was happening.
-he can respond for what we talked to him.
-bile one of my brother told him kitorg dah nak balik rumah,die genggam tangan my bro.
he seemed did not want let us to go from him....
=(




semoga die tabah menghadapi dugaan n hopefully die cepat sedar,cepat sembuh.....

it's time to change!

salam.
11/7/2010 - my 1st day as 4th year in medical school.
macam xpercaya pun ada...
dah tahun 4 rupenye aku ni...
3tahun berlalu rase macam sekejap sgt..
(tp bile time minggu exam rase mcm berjanggut nk tggu abes exam...)
hari ni ada pendaftaran n briefing pasal posting.
blom start kelas lg..
but i'm already cuak..
dgr briefing dr each posting coordinator,rase macam nk terjun bangunan..
SCARY SANGAT2!
especially the major postings...
n yg lebih menambahkan cuak bile 4posting terawal aku tu semuanya major postings!!
which mean, semua tu sgt2 tough..n we as the students should bersedia mental dan fizikal...

1st posting - o&g
2nd posting - paed
3rd posting - surgery
4th posting - ortho

semua tu killer posting!!!!!
am i ready??

yes!no!
don't know!
usaha,doa n tawakal..semoga ALLAH mermpermudahkan segalanya...

so,moral of the story is
IT'S TIME TO CHANGE!!!

KENAPA

kenapa saya akan senyum bila nampak dia?
kenapa hati saya berdebar bila nampak dia?
kenapa saya akan suka semua benda yg dia buat?
KENAPA?

OMG! i got O&G!

salam..
tinggal few more days before balik semula ke USM selepas 3 BULAN lebih berseronok bercuti...
which means tinggal few more days sy akan melangkah ke clinical year!
ahhh...tidak!!!
sy macam xtau pape..
otak dah kering kontang sebab cuti yg lama sgt..
(sape suruh xstudy time cuti iny oiii..)
n sy akan start dgn posting O&G!
OMG!
one of killer postings..
macam2 benda bersilarat dalam kepala lepas tau sy akan posting O&G.
takut,cuak,gerun..semua laa..
ye la..dah la 1st posting...
awal2 dah kena killer posting..
tp xpe...
bak kata abah sy,"xpela..start dgn susah dulu.nanti senang la.."
erm...
doakan sy berjaya in clinical years ye kwn2! =)

sbb cuti panjang sgt...

salam..
guess what??
i got measles!
measles = campak.
mentang2 cuti panjang sangat,nah amek kau!
dah tua bangka camni (eh,saya masih muda lg!teheee~~~) baru nk naek campak..
tp sebenarnya,sy sndiri xsure ni campak or ape..
mak saya yg diagnose.
g klinik,doc xckp pape ble sy tunjuk rashes..
maybe sbb sy xbgtau yg sy demam b4 this..
aku sendiri pun xleh diagnose same ada ni campak or ape..wat malu btol!
medical student sendiri xtau,alih2 mak aku plak leh diagnose.hehe..

ok,xtau dah nk ckp pe..
gian sngt nk tulis tp xde idea..next time la plak..
bubbye!!!

beauty concious

semua org nk cantik..
n boleh dikatakan semua org skrg ni beauty concious. .especially gadis2 remaja n wanita..
sanggup xmakan sebab x nak gemuk..
sanggup beli mcm2 produk sbb nak putihkan kulit...
sanggup wat macam2 la....sbb nak nampak cantik
fine!
yang tu saya faham n boleh terima...

tp yg saya xpaham,
bile my niece yg umur 4 thun xnak makan n bagi alasan....

TAK NAK MAKAN!! NANTI GEMUK! TAK CANTIK!

i was like...aaaa...mcm ni ke budak zaman sekarang??

do ur own haircut!!!

salam..
lame xupdate blog..
bz berpoya2 dan melancong..haha..cuti lama la katakan..ok,back to the topic.
have u ever do ur own haircut??
if not,why don't u try to do it..
it's great!!!byk faedah sebenarnye klu kite ptong rambut kite sendiri..

1)x yah buang masa gi saloon,tunggu turn kat saloon,tggu aunty saloon tu cakap telepon,bla3..
2)cepat
3)puas hati atau maksud laennya,x sakit hati (even xcantik pun,terpaksa puas hati ngan hasil kerja tgn sendiri..klu org laen potong rambut kite xcantik sure kite hangin satu badan kn??)
4)dpt hasil macam mana yg kita nak.. (kdg2 aunty kat saloon tu bknnya paham pesen rambut ape yg kite nk yg terbuku di lubuk hati kite ni kn??klu kite potong sendiri,for sure kite tau kite nk potong jenis camne..btol x?)
5)kite leh tanam rambut kite yg dh dipotong. (klu potong kat saloon,ntah ape la nasib rambut kite tu??lagiun,lagi baek klu kite tanam rambut kite yg dh dipotong tu..)
6)RELEASE TENSION!!! (serius!!!bile kite ptong rambut tu,automatically tension tu hilang begitu sahaja...cuba la klu x caye!)

tp,xsemua paedah ni kite dapat klu potong rambut sendiri..kadang2 senget sebelah la rambut,burok la,macam2 lg la..haha..
tp apa salahnya try potong rambut sendiri especially time tension n time duit scholar xmasuk2 lagi..time tu leh la jimat duet...=)